okok!
I lied!
It's been 14+ weeks since I blogged!
But whatever!
:D
These past few weeks were challenging.
Why?
(1) Got fined $500.
(2) Family relatives look at me as if I'm some kind of criminal.
(3) No money to enjoy life.
(4) My heartache came once again. Seriously fuck love.
(5) Wanted to come to class but no motivation.
(6) PP ASSESSMENT.
All these are fucking up my mood.
But still I am the cheerful faggot you all know.
I keep things to myself rather than sharing this burden to someone else.
I enjoy being a lone wolf.
It makes the meaning of "friends" a much more enjoyable experience.
Seriously yes. :)
=====================================================================================
Yea,
I got fined on the day when my class had an outing to Sentosa.
& I got caught before the outing even started!
Fucked up.
But still I managed to keep a positive mindset and had fun.
$500 is nothing compared to having fun.
=====================================================================================
PP assessment was a laughing but stressful moment.
The advisors keep bombarding me with questions.
But I managed to answer them so I think it went well.
Also managed to laugh with them during the presentation,
which makes that period a bit less stressful.
Darren looked fucking smart lah!
But still he scratch like no tomorrow.
LOL.
=====================================================================================
I managed to get a damn job!
Like finally!
Got it after a month of intensive interviews and job hunting.
So now I'm currently working at Giraffe,
and it is quite a pleasant place to work at.
The atmosphere and the people there are great.
And I still have difficulties being in the clique.
Soon, I won't worry about money shortages!
Can shop, eat and enjoy life to the fullest!
:D
=====================================================================================
Just in case if you are wondering why I didn't explain some of my challenges,
I find it useless to say out since what's done is done.
Life is about being hard.
Like a saying goes,
"The sun will shine after the rain"
So yea,
this thing keeps playing into my mind every time I faced problems,
and I found the hard times worth it after I get the rewards.
So people.
Keep hanging on.
Put up a brave smile.
And tackle all the challenges you face in life.
:)
If ever life
was
EASY!!
was
EASY!!
Browse through by clicking on the colourful bars. :)
Philosophy
Know that hope never existed.
Love is just a step to hatred.
Trust may lead to betrayal.
Friends are never friends till they prove themselves otherwise.
Fight for your fucking rights when you're treated badly.
BUT
Relieve the sweetest moments and smile.
Believe when you can.
Do know how to differ what's right & what's wrong.
Stop thinking that you are the only one suffering.
You are better off than some people.
So live life at your best.
Don't ever let anything bring you down.
What makes life worth living is,
To see everyone's smiling faces.
YOUTUBE
P R O F I L E
The sarcastic pleasure-r
hello,
Name : Rayyan Azman
Age : 19
School : Republic Polytechnic
Year : 3
Diploma : Supply Chain Management
<3 Sarcasm
<3 Climbing mountains
<3 FOOD!
I don't really hate anything.
It's about how I dislike you, bitches.
Hiding my feelings is my specialty.
Helping people is my forte.
Fucking people's minds is my life.
RANDOM SAYINGS
blows your mind away even if you don't have one.
ONE
I'm gay.
TWO
I'm lesbian too.
THREE
Gay + Lesbian = Bisexual.
FOUR
I'm not shy to say I'm hot.
FIVE
You better say hi if you see me.
SIX
I'll throw you a bomb bag if you don't.
SEVEN
One day, I'll be single. So will you.
EIGHT
I like you.
NINE
Wanna go out & spend some time together, not money?
TEN
I WILL bastard you if you make me spend my money on you.
ELEVEN
Your mum is calling for you now. Like seriously.
TWELVE
Your dad too.
THIRTEEN
Trannies scare me.
FOURTEEN
Love leaves a hole in my heart.
FIFTEEN
Luckily, I don't need a heart to live.
TO DO LIST
Should be useful, I guess.
(1) Get a driving license.
(2) Get a new headphone.
(3) Get a job. (DONE)
(4) Get an A for one of the UTs.
(5) Get a GPA of 3 or more by the end of year 3.
(6) Get a new set of nylon guitar strings.
(7) Get a necklace.
(8) Get my hair straighten.
(9) Do everything that I feel like doing.
(10) Climb and summit every mountains I visit.
(11) Finish NS and get into an University at Australia.
(12) Travel around the world.
(13) Never ever get a girlfriend. (DONE)
TAGBOARD
Speak your heart out.
Round 8
4:43 AM - Monday, November 30, 2009
ARCHIVES
The Life I had and always have.
October 2009
November 2009
February 2010
May 2010
June 2010
Fellow Sarcasters
I sarcastic you, you sarcastic me. Romantic.
Aiman Diniy
Amirah Lee
Jocelyn
Nadia
Phoebe