Wassup faggots.
Like fucking finally I have the time to blog after 2 months of being dead.
It's fucking 4am now & I am trying my best to sleep.
Every time I'm doing my best, I tend to FAIL.
why uh?
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FAKE & GAY answer
"God": Child, you're still too young to do your best.
Me: =.=...
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REAL & HURTFUL answer
I seriously don't know why.
It sucks.
The feeling sucks.
Just imagine you do something with all your heart and you spend long hours doing it.
Just to FUCKING fail.
&%*%&^$&%&&^*(&*(^*^$%#@$ lah!
Fuck that.
Now,
on to the bright side,
Me2: Wait! There's a bright side?
Me: I guess so?
Me2: When? What? How?
Me: I got a $517.20 salary this month.
Me2: But you fucking left $200 or less in a week?
Me: Umm. I blew it off to have some fun.
Me2: What fun? Treating your friends? Paying your fucking fines?
Me: Yah. Isn't it fun to do that?
Me2: You bet it is. (Sarcasm is in the air)
Nyahaha.
Seriously though,
I paid around $150 for fines.
Treated my family and good bros food, (felt GOOD for a while)
Packet of ciggs for myself.
And there's hardly any left to survive for the next few weeks.
$200 left.
what the hell can I do with it?
I want to buy clothes.
BUT I want to save it for my incoming trips & PARAMORE concert.
Life sucks with this debt and having no one to turn to.
Anyway,
I'll try to hang on to that fading patience I have right now.
I seriously feel pissed whenever I think of myself.
%^&* me.
So where is the bright side I'm going to talk about?
Is there any?
There is.
& It goes all out for my bros/babes.
Thanks for hanging tight with me through thick and thin.
May all the love & laughters cure our pain in this forsaken world.
If ever life
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Philosophy
Know that hope never existed.
Love is just a step to hatred.
Trust may lead to betrayal.
Friends are never friends till they prove themselves otherwise.
Fight for your fucking rights when you're treated badly.
BUT
Relieve the sweetest moments and smile.
Believe when you can.
Do know how to differ what's right & what's wrong.
Stop thinking that you are the only one suffering.
You are better off than some people.
So live life at your best.
Don't ever let anything bring you down.
What makes life worth living is,
To see everyone's smiling faces.
YOUTUBE
P R O F I L E
The sarcastic pleasure-r
hello,
Name : Rayyan Azman
Age : 19
School : Republic Polytechnic
Year : 3
Diploma : Supply Chain Management
<3 Sarcasm
<3 Climbing mountains
<3 FOOD!
I don't really hate anything.
It's about how I dislike you, bitches.
Hiding my feelings is my specialty.
Helping people is my forte.
Fucking people's minds is my life.
RANDOM SAYINGS
blows your mind away even if you don't have one.
ONE
I'm gay.
TWO
I'm lesbian too.
THREE
Gay + Lesbian = Bisexual.
FOUR
I'm not shy to say I'm hot.
FIVE
You better say hi if you see me.
SIX
I'll throw you a bomb bag if you don't.
SEVEN
One day, I'll be single. So will you.
EIGHT
I like you.
NINE
Wanna go out & spend some time together, not money?
TEN
I WILL bastard you if you make me spend my money on you.
ELEVEN
Your mum is calling for you now. Like seriously.
TWELVE
Your dad too.
THIRTEEN
Trannies scare me.
FOURTEEN
Love leaves a hole in my heart.
FIFTEEN
Luckily, I don't need a heart to live.
TO DO LIST
Should be useful, I guess.
(1) Get a driving license.
(2) Get a new headphone.
(3) Get a job. (DONE)
(4) Get an A for one of the UTs.
(5) Get a GPA of 3 or more by the end of year 3.
(6) Get a new set of nylon guitar strings.
(7) Get a necklace.
(8) Get my hair straighten.
(9) Do everything that I feel like doing.
(10) Climb and summit every mountains I visit.
(11) Finish NS and get into an University at Australia.
(12) Travel around the world.
(13) Never ever get a girlfriend. (DONE)
TAGBOARD
Speak your heart out.
Round 9
12:07 PM - Wednesday, February 17, 2010
ARCHIVES
The Life I had and always have.
October 2009
November 2009
February 2010
May 2010
June 2010
Fellow Sarcasters
I sarcastic you, you sarcastic me. Romantic.
Aiman Diniy
Amirah Lee
Jocelyn
Nadia
Phoebe