God.
Don't fuck my mind.
Don't stain my heart.
Don't break my trust.
Don't make my life any harder.
Don't let my sadness show.
I don't want to go through that lonely times again,
when I see;
friends as foes,
parents as enemies,
strangers as villains
and
God as the devil.
If ever life
was
EASY!!
was
EASY!!
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Philosophy
Know that hope never existed.
Love is just a step to hatred.
Trust may lead to betrayal.
Friends are never friends till they prove themselves otherwise.
Fight for your fucking rights when you're treated badly.
BUT
Relieve the sweetest moments and smile.
Believe when you can.
Do know how to differ what's right & what's wrong.
Stop thinking that you are the only one suffering.
You are better off than some people.
So live life at your best.
Don't ever let anything bring you down.
What makes life worth living is,
To see everyone's smiling faces.
YOUTUBE
P R O F I L E
The sarcastic pleasure-r
hello,
Name : Rayyan Azman
Age : 19
School : Republic Polytechnic
Year : 3
Diploma : Supply Chain Management
<3 Sarcasm
<3 Climbing mountains
<3 FOOD!
I don't really hate anything.
It's about how I dislike you, bitches.
Hiding my feelings is my specialty.
Helping people is my forte.
Fucking people's minds is my life.
RANDOM SAYINGS
blows your mind away even if you don't have one.
ONE
I'm gay.
TWO
I'm lesbian too.
THREE
Gay + Lesbian = Bisexual.
FOUR
I'm not shy to say I'm hot.
FIVE
You better say hi if you see me.
SIX
I'll throw you a bomb bag if you don't.
SEVEN
One day, I'll be single. So will you.
EIGHT
I like you.
NINE
Wanna go out & spend some time together, not money?
TEN
I WILL bastard you if you make me spend my money on you.
ELEVEN
Your mum is calling for you now. Like seriously.
TWELVE
Your dad too.
THIRTEEN
Trannies scare me.
FOURTEEN
Love leaves a hole in my heart.
FIFTEEN
Luckily, I don't need a heart to live.
TO DO LIST
Should be useful, I guess.
(1) Get a driving license.
(2) Get a new headphone.
(3) Get a job. (DONE)
(4) Get an A for one of the UTs.
(5) Get a GPA of 3 or more by the end of year 3.
(6) Get a new set of nylon guitar strings.
(7) Get a necklace.
(8) Get my hair straighten.
(9) Do everything that I feel like doing.
(10) Climb and summit every mountains I visit.
(11) Finish NS and get into an University at Australia.
(12) Travel around the world.
(13) Never ever get a girlfriend. (DONE)
TAGBOARD
Speak your heart out.
Round 11
7:54 AM - Thursday, May 20, 2010
Round 10
6:33 AM - Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Like I said,
"I'll blog only when I'm free."
So now,
I'm free!
For today only though. :(
Since I didn't blog for quite long,
this blog is outdated.
So lemme summarized the events that happened.
(1) Finished paying my fines on 8 April. <3
(2) Somehow, I LIKE a certain someone soooo much.
(3) Fucking heartaches strikes again in my life. FUCK this feeling.
(4) Sch starts at 15 April 2010.
(5) Appointed FYP leader. Fuck this too.
(6) Fun times with my Chinese bros.
(7) Always having fun with my malay bros.
(8) Currently, have 1 tgf and 2 ptgfs. teehehe.
That's all I guess.
I know that I don't have a good memory.
That's why I either blog and take pics to remember the good times.
Yea anyway,
heartaches suck.
& It started on the eve of my birthday.
I don't know whether it's good or bad.
Either way,
I know that she doesn't like me at all.
So why the false hope?
She can just say that she don't like me and that's it.
But nooo.
She said I don't know.
Don't make my life hard please.
Either reject or approve me up front.
Don't leave me hanging on.
Don't give me false hope.
FUCK.
FUCK.
I don't want to relive those hurtful moments again.
Why ryan?
Why must you like her?
You know that love will kill you.
How the fuck should I know?
My heart just DID!!
Fuck all this.
When will my life ever go right for me?
I feel pissed off everyday even though I'm smiling.
Looks like no one bothers to save me.
Well what do I care?
Like I expect much from any of you.
I don't expect anything much from my life.
Oh yea,
Zimah have a safe trip to krabbi yeaa?
Buy for me souvenirs! :D
Giraffe peeps.
Sheesha soon kayyy?
:D
"I'll blog only when I'm free."
So now,
I'm free!
For today only though. :(
Since I didn't blog for quite long,
this blog is outdated.
So lemme summarized the events that happened.
(1) Finished paying my fines on 8 April. <3
(2) Somehow, I LIKE a certain someone soooo much.
(3) Fucking heartaches strikes again in my life. FUCK this feeling.
(4) Sch starts at 15 April 2010.
(5) Appointed FYP leader. Fuck this too.
(6) Fun times with my Chinese bros.
(7) Always having fun with my malay bros.
(8) Currently, have 1 tgf and 2 ptgfs. teehehe.
That's all I guess.
I know that I don't have a good memory.
That's why I either blog and take pics to remember the good times.
Yea anyway,
heartaches suck.
& It started on the eve of my birthday.
I don't know whether it's good or bad.
Either way,
I know that she doesn't like me at all.
So why the false hope?
She can just say that she don't like me and that's it.
But nooo.
She said I don't know.
Don't make my life hard please.
Either reject or approve me up front.
Don't leave me hanging on.
Don't give me false hope.
FUCK.
FUCK.
I don't want to relive those hurtful moments again.
Why ryan?
Why must you like her?
You know that love will kill you.
How the fuck should I know?
My heart just DID!!
Fuck all this.
When will my life ever go right for me?
I feel pissed off everyday even though I'm smiling.
Looks like no one bothers to save me.
Well what do I care?
Like I expect much from any of you.
I don't expect anything much from my life.
Oh yea,
Zimah have a safe trip to krabbi yeaa?
Buy for me souvenirs! :D
Giraffe peeps.
Sheesha soon kayyy?
:D
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